DISCLAIMER:- this is certainly not a theatrical trailer to the dramatic events of my life..but a small window to bring out the "real me"..no mirror image!! ;)
everyone in India ,at some point of his\her life has felt that their life-story would definitely make a hit 'masala' Bollywood movie..Reason? we are born filmy!! Such thoughts have randomly rung bells in my mind since i was a child of 10...the movies then were so very thought-provoking that the dialogues constantly hammered my brain even when i sat to do my homework!! Hats off to my innocence, when i secretly wept , seeing the hero-heroine being separated..extremely glad when they shared a beautiful chemistry (didn't know then what "chemistry" meant-it was some kind of a subject which i was supposed to hate in future..as narrated by my cousins!! ha ha) or a romantic song .. about which i wasn't supposed to discuss (as my brains instructed) because i felt it was a "sin" to do so or may be its a sign of adulthood!! (however, of late films like jism, murder and the dirty picture..cleared all my misconceptions..!! ;) )
Being an adult is no fun!! WHY?? There's always a mature mind and an experienced heart creating an emotional-divide within! Where my mind is much more predominant than my heart, where my principles are rigid enough to rule me, where i am always called "someone's daughter" and will be called "someone's wife", where i am allowed to be "myself" but then it's not about being "me", where innocence is lost and practicality plays havoc with me, when trying too hard is termed "desperation" and giving up earns you the tag of a "looser"!!
Life then and now has undergone drastic changes..!! But the "child" in me is so eager to vent out!! ha ha
I want to say "i care a damn, but why the active brain makes me practical again?" why can't the life be filmy again!! Where there's a happy ending always, where the hero-heroine always find a way out, where the hero always wins over the villain!
Negativity breeds so easily. Any sad and sentimental song seems so very receptive to our ears! Is it because we are all emotional fools? Why do we take our lives so seriously? we want everything permanently in our temporary life..we strive for perfection when it can never happen.. we live life on someone else's terms..we want to make everyone happy..all the world is a rat-race..and we are a part of it..and ultimately all are caught in the mouse-traps!!
Whenever i tried to end the World War-III within me....a World War -IV followed!!may be it's human nature..emotions always keep on fighting the Battle of Panipat..!! Truly, life doesn't come with a user-manual..so i am making mistakes and still searching for all my answers that obviously lies within me.. hope i discover them soon and shout "EUREKA"
one life..too many expectations!! Lets simplify it!! A well-lived today ensures a better tomorrow! keep smiling and keep blogging!
everyone in India ,at some point of his\her life has felt that their life-story would definitely make a hit 'masala' Bollywood movie..Reason? we are born filmy!! Such thoughts have randomly rung bells in my mind since i was a child of 10...the movies then were so very thought-provoking that the dialogues constantly hammered my brain even when i sat to do my homework!! Hats off to my innocence, when i secretly wept , seeing the hero-heroine being separated..extremely glad when they shared a beautiful chemistry (didn't know then what "chemistry" meant-it was some kind of a subject which i was supposed to hate in future..as narrated by my cousins!! ha ha) or a romantic song .. about which i wasn't supposed to discuss (as my brains instructed) because i felt it was a "sin" to do so or may be its a sign of adulthood!! (however, of late films like jism, murder and the dirty picture..cleared all my misconceptions..!! ;) )
Being an adult is no fun!! WHY?? There's always a mature mind and an experienced heart creating an emotional-divide within! Where my mind is much more predominant than my heart, where my principles are rigid enough to rule me, where i am always called "someone's daughter" and will be called "someone's wife", where i am allowed to be "myself" but then it's not about being "me", where innocence is lost and practicality plays havoc with me, when trying too hard is termed "desperation" and giving up earns you the tag of a "looser"!!
Life then and now has undergone drastic changes..!! But the "child" in me is so eager to vent out!! ha ha
I want to say "i care a damn, but why the active brain makes me practical again?" why can't the life be filmy again!! Where there's a happy ending always, where the hero-heroine always find a way out, where the hero always wins over the villain!
Negativity breeds so easily. Any sad and sentimental song seems so very receptive to our ears! Is it because we are all emotional fools? Why do we take our lives so seriously? we want everything permanently in our temporary life..we strive for perfection when it can never happen.. we live life on someone else's terms..we want to make everyone happy..all the world is a rat-race..and we are a part of it..and ultimately all are caught in the mouse-traps!!
Whenever i tried to end the World War-III within me....a World War -IV followed!!may be it's human nature..emotions always keep on fighting the Battle of Panipat..!! Truly, life doesn't come with a user-manual..so i am making mistakes and still searching for all my answers that obviously lies within me.. hope i discover them soon and shout "EUREKA"
one life..too many expectations!! Lets simplify it!! A well-lived today ensures a better tomorrow! keep smiling and keep blogging!
5 comments:
Loved your thought. apney apna dil ka kachra yahan udel diya par realise hua this is not kachra, it is mehking very nice. I loved it. Nice thought, Nicely proceed as an presentation. Loved it simply.
thnk u :D
I was trying to find out some result out of it..but dan some complicated narrations...lolzz good 1...:))
Just bcz we cant b together doesn't mean i wont love u...:(
each and every article is natural and not superficial.....your thought process is very original and connect people's heart...hope to view many such articles and insightful thought in the future....keep up the good work topper....P..
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